JODOH

Moga jodoh berkekalan....

Assalamualaikum...n_n

Penat sangat kiwi asyik bace post kawan-kawan and keluhan kawan-kawan pasal jodoh ni...mentang-mentang baru lepas angka 18 dah sebok tanye pasal jodoh...persoalan yang jadi tande tanye biasenye pasal nk cari jodoh ke x?

Haaa...nie yang kiwi nak bagi tau kat sini...setelah mentela'ah dan membaca dan bertanya pada yang pakar(xlupa rujuk tafsir Al-Quran[ade link] dan hadis)‎..inilah yang kiwi dapat....ENJOY!(macam nora danish sudah.. >.<)

Ya Allah...Help...

Ya Allah…

My heart is bleeding and I don’t know how to stop it…

I tried so hard to forget everything about him…

I even tried loving another person…

But my heart long for him….

Although he had cause me so much pain and suffer…

The thought of him never left my mind…

That feeling for him never fades away…

I always wanted to forget him…

But I never get to do so…

Ya Allah…

If he is the one that you created for me,

Please let him realize that…

But if he is not…

Please make this pain go away…

I can’t handle it any longer…

You sent me a few great guys that really love me…

So please make me love one of them instead…

I’m barely hanging on now…

My days are filled with pain and suffer…

The non-stop crying…

I seldom stare onto the ceiling and cry…

I know that I am not the best servant that you wish you had…

But please…I am begging you…

Ya Allah...

Help me in this journey…

Amin…

Why do I say no...?

In this post,I would like to tell you reasons to say no to a proposal to be a wife or girlfriend...enjoy....n_n

I didn't say no to a guy for no reason right?

Aku telah membuat keputusan..my heart is missing.

Lately,bloog aku nie aku tulis dalam bahase melayu jer...sebab..entah la...hmm...
Dalam kesedihan hati yang merosakkan segala tumpuan yang cuba aku berikan pada hidup yang serba fana ini,aku telah membuat satu keputusan yang akan mengubah masa depan aku...

I'm moving on...funny that I've rehearsed the line "you don't have to be with me anymore" for so many times. I wanted to say "I don't love you anymore" so that you will feel better but I can't lie. I can't stop myself from crying when I said that because it hurts a lot. I know I've promised I'll try looking for somebody that I will love. In your words-give myself another chance-but it is not that easy. It is never easy. I can try caring for another guy but I know I can never love another. I'll try,just like I've promised you. But there's no assurance that it will succeed.

Despite all that, I whole heartedly(if that is even a word) pray that you will find your happiness and the one that you love-even though that person is not me.ever. I love you so much that I want you to be happy. And if you're not happy with me then I'd rather let you go. I know you will think I'm so pathetic for doing this but who cares. I only have 1 love. And you took it cruelly and not give it back. I'm tired. I had to much pain already that if you cause more of it,it doesn't make any difference.



I've realized that I had forgotten that I have to love Him more than I love you. I'm a weak slave that needs more training at heart which is going to be problem because it is missing. My heart....is missing...Still...I have no choice...I chose to let you go...so I had to live with the consequences...I'm learning to accept that I had to let you go.

Ni la citernye...A sweet but awkward thing that he did...n_n

Warning!Post ini memerlukan anda untuk berfikiran terbuka dan menyedari hakikat yang ITU MMG FITRAH...Yang penting kite amik ape yang baek jadikan teladan...kan3...so..enjoy....n_n

.There are lots of people who
always talked about how the guy of their dream and how a guy should really be like and etc...well...this is my friend...named Valentine...Even thought he is not the type of guy everyone talk about,he is perfect just the way he is...

Happy!!

YeaH! 

something happened yesterday!!! 

And it makes me feel so
happy and relieved! 

Gonna tell about it later k!! 

Wait for my post! 

heee~

Together...

Who's giving up??

That girl resembles me while the guy resembles him. Hmm... Chained with no key to open the lock. Stuck with each other.

Chained together

I remember there was this one time when he text me telling that we should live our life without each other for a while(come to think about it
,he said that twice already). Then, in the same message, he wrote

"PS: I'm sorry i hurt ur feelings n I'm sorry 4 bein so selfish n i'm sorry 4 being such a jerk.. And I'll still keep to my word so

I NEED YOU...

I don't wanna cry

Come on dude! why?! I know that I shouldn't be mad...but I am..I am like FREAKING MAD!!!!!! not to forget UPSET! You just canceled our so-called meeting up! And when my friend called you(which I first thought she was bluffing) and tell you how upset I am, you didn't even
ask me why am I so upset...you just said that I shouldn't be upset. Come on man.

How could you

Dude...of course there's at least a reason for me to be that upset. Plus-when