so close but so far away

knowing that i will...

knowing that you will...

the leaves in my heart becomes drier by the second

my heart used to bloom

with such colors that it's more colorful than a rainbow

more beautiful than a butterfly

more enchanting than a phoenix

but no more.

looking at you...

i feel sad

disappointed

and a glimpse of hatred...

for you had shown me how close you are to my heart

yet how far you are from me

-ROZEN VALENTINE-

Counting down the days

Complete silence...

full of...Agony?

hurt

and disappointment?

Watching time pass by,

Imagining what could happen,

how to straighten?

As the heart throb in silence
as the mind blow seeking ignorance
and it all ends with this...
THIS

-Rozen Valentine-

Apology Sonnet

Sweat drips in my eyes and the cry of lust we scream,

Tonight thee art everything to me,

No more as I wake from
this perfect dream,

But now I must think only of myself not thee.

Our hearts are tight but not us