Apology Sonnet

Sweat drips in my eyes and the cry of lust we scream,

Tonight thee art everything to me,

No more as I wake from
this perfect dream,

But now I must think only of myself not thee.

Our hearts are tight but not us

And to think that thee will not be scared nor surprised,

I suppose thou art very concern ‘bout me then,

In dimm’d light I leave to thee I apologize,

But deep in my heart I want this to end,

I loose myself and vanquish,

Tonight help me get over thee,

One last false apology then vanish,

Oh please thee don’t hath to search for me.

In my mind I saw blood drips from thy eyes,

While thee tell thy beautiful last goodbye.